Hi. I'm new and enjoying the topics. I struggle with definitions, so I often make up a definition that allows me to wrestle with ideas. Racism versus prejudism is a debate I often get involved in.
So now I've read other's ideas of what an Agnostic is.
I had a discussion with my father earlier this evening and we quibbled over our definitions of words. He said an Athiest "doesn't believe in God". I said I agreed, but I didn't think it represented an Athiest accurately, so I tried to define what I meant.
With respect to Gods and spirituality topics, I find it easier to clump everyone into 3 categories. Two of the categories are believers, one is not.
Believers category #1 are those that
believe there is a God, a Supreme Being or some other type of spiritual entity.
Believers Category #2 are those that
believe there is no God, Supreme Being or some other type of spiritual entity.
Then there is me, and maybe you. I don't believe there is a God - but I don't believe there is not a God. I only believe in the possibility that God may or may not exist. And unlike some other posts I've read, I don't think I'm waiting for some scientifically derived proof as to which side is correct.
If God exists, I welcome him to prove it to me in such a strong and convincing manner, preferably in a very private and personal way, that I won't be left questioning whether I just received proof of God's existence or just had a psycholigical phenomen that was so very realistic.
Simply put, if God exists, he'll be able to convince me beyond my own doubts. He may not choose to do so, he may be waiting for me to take that "leap of faith", but I doubt I can do so.
But scientific proof - that won't work for me. Heck, I couldn't scientifically tell you why a lamp's bulb turns on when I flick a switch so how could I be expected to understand God's existence as prooved complex, scientific terms? Forget about it!
But I do believe, more often than not, that when I turn that switch on, the light comes on, and I don't need to know the science to believe it the light turned on. I wouldn't even be able to proove the light did turn on. I'm sure some of you could, but I couldn't.
Going forward, I do believe that if God turns a switch on in me, then my light will be turned on and I won't need to have a scientific explanation for my new found belief.
And for gender sensitive readers, please forgive any reference to God as a male - I think it's absurdly human to feel God has a gender or that God versus Goddess topics exist. I use he because I'm more comfortable with that term as opposed to she, he/she or it.
Thank you for listening, and good night
