Love !!!

Drizzling Blur · 11-25-2007, 04:57 AM

I've been truly, madly and deeply in love with Maryann George ever since i knew her, this is a real weird feeling, makes me want to be with her for the rest of my life no matter what, a handful of her smile, an eye full of her blush and a life full of her trust is what all i need all of a sudden in the whole world.

So, at the moment, im pretty lost in the warp of Maryann, whats your take on love ? Are you in a relationship at the moment ? If you are then why and what is it that makes you to be in the relationship that you are so special and important. Or do you think Love is over-rated and all that one needs is Sex. Let us know.

P.s - I accept im totally lost and well, i quite enjoy this status, so please dont mind me

LadyLuck · 11-25-2007, 03:01 PM

My oh my oh my, we have arrived at the subject that has intrigued and baffled mankind since the dawn of time, love. I fully believe, just like the old truisms convey, that love honestly does cause a person to be blind, crazy, and often times stupid. I think there are two broad categories of people in regards to love, those who do everything in their power to find a significant other, and those who steer clear. It's probably healthiest to remain comfortably in the middle of these two groups, however I find myself constantly jumping between the two. My problem is that I know what love does to me, and I don't like it. I mean I like being in the relationship, but I don't like how it affects the rest of my life. I'm an extremely obsessive person, especially when I'm in a relationship. When I'm in love (or think I'm in love) I like to give that person my all, I like to make them my world. Everything else in my life tends to become second. I end up pushing my friends away, my grades drop, ect. So...with the lack of self control, I seem to have the healthiest lifestyle when I'm single. Who knows, maybe someday this won't be the case, but I think I need to grow up a little, and get my priorities straight before I get involved in a serious relationship.

Geshtinnanna · 11-25-2007, 08:09 PM

Love says here is your reason and throws it out the door. Love says here is your logic and flushes it down the toilet. Love says this is your heart and smashes it to pieces. Love says this is your soul and fills it to over flow.

Drizzling Blur · 11-25-2007, 10:44 PM

@LadyLuck - Initially when i read your post all i thought was how wonderful, but sooner when you mentioned how un-controllable you could become, maybe, i thought, you're thinking right, get your priorities straight, otherwise who wouldnt want to be in love with you

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Originally Posted by Geshtinnanna

Love says here is your reason and throws it out the door. Love says here is your logic and flushes it down the toilet. Love says this is your heart and smashes it to pieces. Love says this is your soul and fills it to over flow.

The moment i read it, i went to you home page

Love is probably the most confusing thing in the world, you dont know when you want it and when you finally have it you again being to wonder why do you actually have it and when your love's lost you cry about why you had to lose it. Weird.

Geshtinnanna · 11-25-2007, 11:00 PM

Thank you for visiting my site. I rarely write of the good things of love. But I do have two poems about how I view love in her true harsh form. And even though the words are not all positive, I still go with eyes wide open and endure her.

You are worth my ego
being brushed against her limits
You are worth me swallowing
my fear so I can smile and be content
You are worth my small and painful
failures for me to try and try again
you are worth all my mistakes
that have bruised your heart
and weighed heavy on my soul
you are worth each regret to wish
I could and what if I just
you are worth every awkward start
to our failed endings
you are worth every wish i ruin
and every hope I waste
you are worth each knife i bare
that cuts us both to the bone
you are worth every mean word i spit
and try to swallow back just as quickly
you are worth every time i feel nothing
but the truth and smallness of our love
you are worth every corner of my soul
that you stretch and break
you are worth everything
you are worth everything
you are worth everything
_______________________

love has made me unable to write
to strike me dumb and strike me numb
wanting nothing but to sit in this drug
on some acid trip of illusion and reality
waiting for the high to end
waiting for the addiction to begin
Love marries hope and doubt
tangles faith and fear
moving forward with shuffling feet
open arms with sword in hand
just in case
just in case
love gives clarity to confusion
or is that the other way around?
how should I know? Should I care?
I am wrapped in clouds
that say don't look down
and down I go into errors of my way
looking up for you
love is painful in that way
that pains me to part
with what I thought was my whole
love is harsh like when you
say you love me and i wince
just a bit before tasting the sweetness
of truth
love is a will and a fate
made of its own
it asks not from us but takes
like a child of the milk of a mother
who would give it freely and no
need for teeth
love is vile in that it makes
us sickly sweet and I am ashamed
of my sweetness
love is merciful
and with that I pause to take
it in within myself
here i love a second time around
not with an innocent eye that throws
the word forever like it has
some expiration date of use
but forever in the way i
know it's a fragile finite word
and yet i give it in limitless
love is forgiving me of my
trash talking hate filled poems
of how love has done me wrong
and she is vengeful
for now i sing her praises
and am a slave to her whim