Alone in my own home... It seems that everyday my b/f and I are in a debate about athiesm vs. agnosticism. He tells me that I am an athiest, mabey I am. I am confused. I just think this... I am not sure that there is a god or what have you and I don't think it will ever be proven either way. But then when I am asked if I believe in god my direct answer isn't, "I don't know" but "No". I am finding that I am very angry because I am judged not only by someone who doesn't believe in god (someone who one would think would support me because we feel very similar on the subject) and I am judged by those who do believe in god. It seems as if everyone thinks I am going thru a phase and I will come to their side a I grow. I have been a agnostic sense I was 16, I think this is all I will ever be. i just feel a lack of support and sometimes I feel alone. |