I think there are many more gospols that belong in the bible that most people don't even know about. The Dead Sea Scrolls are an important discovery that needs to be studied and add the text once studied, & place it in the bible. Modern Clergy men do not seem to want to include any of the gospel that they discovered in the urns at the caves around the Dead Sea,
You are completely right when you say that it is ultimately your choice, making the right choice is helped by reading studies by people who are further along in their studies.
Are you new to agnostism or is this something you've been thinking about for a while?
I'm going to let you go ... time to unwind ....
Debs