vlad

so, my boyfriend spends hours upon hours on different forums on the internet. between his video gaming and countless hours on the internet i have decided to join a forum. finding a forum that will keep my attention has been an extremely hard task. i really enjoy running, so i joined a running forum. i think i looked at it one day, the day i joined, and i haven't been back. it just really wasn't the place for me. running is neat, talking about it isn't. i was raised in a baptist church, but over the years have developed different beliefs. i was reading on wikipedia about agnosticism and the thing that really struck me about this particular belief was a quote i read by robert g. ingersoll. he says, "We can be as honest as we are ignorant. If we are, when asked what is beyond the horizon of the known, we must say that we do not know." all i really want to put out into the world about God, Jesus, religion, life, eternal life, hell whatever else someone has a strong belief in, is that we don't know anything for sure. i want to be able to say that i don't know and i want to feel okay about it. i struggle with it, because i've always been taught to believe otherwise...but deep down, the things that i really feel, and the things that i want to say translate into the fact that the only thing i'm certain of is complete uncertainty.