I think you are getting a wake up call to what life has to offer .... unless you want to make pizza and fold boxes the rest of your life, and making money for someone else, you need to get an education, learn a trade or profession .... welcome to my world is the best I can tell you.
You aren't happy with your current life because you're young, make next to nothing money wise, own very little property and don't have enough years of experience to know the answers. Every adult has said .... damn I wish I knew then what I know now .... doesn't help after the fact but it is a fact of life ...
No matter if you make pizza the rest of your life or take over Microsoft from Bill Gates, you must learn to do what ever you do with dignity. There is no shame in most tasks the shame is doing your task shamefully ...
Probably not the answers you wanted to hear but it's the best I have to offer .... this current job you have is a learning experience ... learn from it, move on and move up and the next job will be 7 bucks the next 8 and so on and so forth ... just continue upward mobility ....
I think you are already learning that unless you have an eduction in today's job market ... you aren't going to end up a millionaire and winning lottery tickets don't drop out of the sky .... keep seeking answers and hopefully some day you will find the answers that fit your needs .... Best wishes, Deb
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"Ubi dubium ibi libertas."
"We are all lone souls. It pays to know humility, lest the delusion of control, of mastery, overwhelms. And indeed, we seem a species prone to that delusion, again and ever again ....." |