my rebelious phase really scares me sometimes...like i'm a fraid i'll kill myself lol no not really (I don't have the guts to do such a thing...then again...what a cowardly thing to do!).
I really wish I could have some balance in my life....i'm so out of focus everday...i don't concentrate in school, i'm obsessed with chatting, television, astral projection (lol), etc.....How do I keep myself focused? I want to get my priorities straight, but I don't have the will power to do so.....expecially since i feel like i'm living someone else's life.
You make a good point that I should make short term gooals and stick to them....I guess that answers how I would get my priorities straight (instead of bouncing around like a scatterbrain as I have, lol...talk about out of focus!). And true, this issue i'm talking about isn't really about theism, it's about finding mt purpose in life....I'm just happy I got this off my chest and and shared it with someone because this is stuff I just don't usually go on telling everybody. |