 I am angry with that "god"
Ok.... I do the same thing. Whenever I find myself in dire need and in a mess that I cannot figure out how to get out of ..... I pray. I say to myself, this god must be there? I am ingrained to believe he is. Many say he is. They say this is the way to turn. Well, right now I am very angry with him IF he exists. I am just plain old fed up with crap.
Why is it that the good people of this world must suffer? What kind of god makes loving, giving, caring people suffer? What kind of god lets us pray and get empty promises? They are empty. They are empty for me. What has believing in this god gotten me? Nothing. Nothing but a life filled with pain and sorrow. You will say, well it is my own doing. I suppose so in many ways. Life choices seem to be a little like a game show of some kind. "Do you pick door #1, #2, or #3"? One of them is a good choice. All of them look like good choices, but ooops...... guess what? Two of those choices look good but when the door opens, the joke is on you.
I think maybe people who are evil and filled with hatred get alot further. And the afterlife?????? what is it?????
The Christian perspective would teach that this life is just trials of your faith and that we must suffer because that is what we do to prove our faith. I am quite sure there is some bible passage in Job or something that explains it all.
Well, I am tired of giving and giving and forgiving and getting nothing back but misery.
Who is this GOD?
Debra |