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Originally Posted by Bjarki Dalsgarð  I don't believe him, he can't have experience hell in 23 minutes, it takes a lifetime.
There is no hell or heaven as in the afterlife thingy.(according to me)
But believe me it is real (the hell part at least) here on earth while we live. I've been there for quite some time.
You are alive and you are able to move, walk, talk and act totally normal
But you get stabbed in the back all the time, your heart is being shattered to pieces every day and you are forced to eat every single shard of it every single night, just so you can keep up your sorry excuse of a life the next day.
You are fed lies of friendship all the time.
You hear the options of your long hair being whispered behind your back, should it be ripped out? should it be burned? should it just be cut in a brutal fashion, you hear it enough times and you trim it yourself to save it from being murdered.
When a light is at the end of a tunnel, it is a train coming your way.
When you get called names you know to be lies often enough, you end up believing them yourself.
When you think there is no other way out than jumping off a cliff, you realize that your mum will probably get upset by, and you don't do what you want out of fear of hurting her.
Hell is when you get locked out of everything, being constantly picked last for any team anywhere.
Hell is when you get feed lies about an all caring God who helps and takes care of everyone, and when you need him he's busy elsewhere banging the
slut called lady justice.
Hell is when you wake up every morning, knowing it can't get worse and yet it does.
Everything you have been told about god/s is a lie.
Hell is man made by children with a wicked sense of humour.
The so called heaven is something I have discovered resently though, and it can be summed up in one word.
Trust. (love plays a part, but it is fickle and will shatter by a whisper)
There is no God, he is made in mans image so he can stab the world in the back when it really needs him. |
Life has not been kind to you much has it, Bjarki? So are you as pessimistic about it as it appears?
Part of what I wonder about when we are agnostics/atheists is that when things go really badly for us, do we take full responsibility for our suffering and disappointments or do we blame others?
Part of the reason for my signature is that our own expectations can really make us miserable and set us up for untold hardship. When you have no one to blame, how is it that you get through it?
So when you write about such bitter experiences, how do you avoid blame and victimization and move on? How do you NOT look for supporting evidence of Hell on earth?
The Forum called it [in Forum-speak] "You're already always listening." which means in effect that you have on this filter which sifts out things that you don't want to see and essentially only lets through what you want to see/hear.
I would go further and postulate that this Bill Weise was ready to experience his version of Hell and granted his own mind's wish when he saw what he wished to see while unconscious and then sought out validation.