To GX GX, really I get that you are looking to grow a soul out of your spirit, and that's awesome. There are answers for you but you'll probably not find them in some of the places you're looking. Don't get discouraged. Go on trusting your take on things, build on your successes, learn from the things that don't work. Astral travel isn't harmful per se, but reading your life story somewhere beyond your Realtiy will only be a huge let down for the aspects which are unalterable, and as far as the changable aspects, how will you know which way to go? There are millions of directions to choose from! You can only find your way if you're willing TO LIVE and you can't live while you're running around the alternate dimensions looking for the meaning of Life! Big Smile is right about this. I know because he let me see a few things about my own 'destiny' and once I knew, I instantly set about altering my path only to find myself somewhere actually worse. Just take this life one breath at a time and spend the short time you have here growing a soul through a purposeful existence. -- messenger |