So that's the first Book of 14. They all have a different focus and while I'm only the typist here, let me just say, the journey has been amazing and demanding. I'm an unwilling 'prophet', ok? I'm not some submissive type that goes along with what ever people tell me to. So letting an outside 'voice' have room in my head has been unpleasant sometimes. And yes, I have a choice. I could just tell him to go away, and actually have taken breaks where I asked him to leave me alone for awhile. Whole months can go by with barely a thought of him and then I actually miss his guidance and love and ask him to return. It's crazy. I'm probably just finally over the edge. But before I loose the last fingerhold on reality, I thought I might share this with you in case it has any worth at all.
Look for more installments soon.
In service to Love
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