I am glad some of my words were understood. Don't think I am saying this from some happy palace of mine. At the moment I am recovering from a bad winter episode. And now being completely stressed because my mother's health is extremely grave. She needs dialysis etc etc. I am in the midst of a depression. But I won't let that comforting blanket of depression put me in some depressive bed. I know once there it's hard to get up. I've learned it's very easy to give up and in and sleep in that dark cave. The hardest thing to do is remove yourself from that comforting and safe dark womb. But I can't be a baby forever. Everyone is born when they are ready.
__________________ She has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin |