Originally Posted by Katnip89

I've had many thoughts of that myself... and honestly. It is entirely up to you, but - I am a pretty optimistic person myself. I used to be really deep into drugs and I am a manic depressive. which is an absolutely terrible combination... but I managed to turn my life around and i'm in the airforce now. I have had two family members take their own lives, my aunt from my mothers side , and my uncle from my fathers side... and all it did was make my family believe it was their fault. So, my answer to your question would be: Your life may change in the same way mine did, and you could achieve all of your goals if you stick to them in life. But you'll never have the opportunity for change if you are dead.