Why not ?
When i know what i want and when i have had enough of everything i want, i think i will, but instantly as in randomly i would never kill myself, i would think about everything that i ever wanted and do it all and then comfortably id rest myself in the arms of my decision.
Dying too needs courage, i need to build it up, i once tried jumping off a building and i just could not, i could not believe i was doing this and at that moment all i thought was to give myself an other chance, nothing much changed though, some day i will jump off that wall. |